wow.

almost half a mth nv update liao.

haa.

had shinyi aka my wu jie's 20th bdae celebration at chomp chomp.

had shanyun's 20th bdae belated celebration at her hse for a steamboat.

(:

jun was admitted to hospital coz of her back de 'slip-disc' not in place.

dont ask me wats tat.

coz i oso dunno.

had been going to hospital aft work to visit her.

hey im ur second friend who go and visit u hor.

see how impt u are to me and how impt im to u.

lols!!

=D

finally there is someone doing something abt my promotion.

finally i got wat i wanted for so long.

its not my dream but my aim instead.

im promoting to assistant manager wef 1sept.

and i will be transferring to marina centre.

dolly and lisa: actually i wana tell u all personally de but dunno y these few days nv meet up.

haa.

anyway u all no need worry abt me liao.

im not at geylang east central.

no siao lang.

lols.

ehh char bos meet up soon leh.

missing u all liao.

lols.

lots of things and stuffs and happenings to tell u all leh.

hees.

=p

well as for me and him.

had been hanging out with him quite often these few days aft work.

yup i told him im giving him a chance.

but not so soon.

i told him to give me another mth to see whether he is the one.

and at the same time i oso want him to think thru carefully whether am i the one.

as wat many ppl ard me told me.

must enjoy the period of time tat a guy is wooing u.

its rare.

yup now i realise is really rare.

so im enjoying happily now.

hees.

im feel happy and enjoy the times being out with him.

i dont feel anything weird or bad.

so is he the one?

will find out soon.

(:

i ever think before how i wish i can be like jun hospitalise.

how many ppl come and visit me.

den i can count how many true friends are there ard me.

CANDICE happy 20th birthday!!!

haha.

thanks for the treat just now.

really nv thought of u are giving us a treat today.

i thought it was just a dessert session nia.

ended up we having stingray sotong prawn rojak and dessert.

omg~

lols.

well although it was just a hawker treat.

i believe the 4 of us enjoyed ourselves thoroughly.

can see it from our damn loud laughter.

our laughter is really OMG lor.

lols.

anyway thanks candice.

hope u will enjoy ur dae with ur beloved eden.

(:

i dont think candice read my blog afterall.

lols.

well well well.

dolly ah.

lisa ah.

i really damn sad.

feeling damn hopeless.

the more i think.

the more i really dunno wat to do leh.

yup like wat u all said.

if this really drags on.

it will really break up de.

ya i noe.

ya i understand.

but the rest understand mah?

hais.

it takes 2 hands to clap.

for wat im the only who stress?

for wat i do the initiative and no one else initiate?

hais.

i really dunno wat else can i do to save it.

to prevent it from breaking up.

really feel like crying now.

how i wish...

yeah felt so glad tat michelle call me up today!

so damn shock to hear my hp ring.

den saw 'michelle tong' and the pic both of us took at sentosa.

100% SHOCK~!

lols.

ask me when wana meet.

at least she cares to call me up for a meet up.

thanks for remembering me.

we had not been seeing each other for abt 6mths liao.

shld be meeting on next mon.

i asked my airen.

she michelle oso jio ah boon.

this kind of friend is worth to treasure.

looking forward for our meet up.

(:

haa.

the most funny part is when i wana meet up with michelle all.

i still ask dolly whether are we meeting on mon oso or not.

coz we too much program liao ah.

wait crash hafta pang seh one side.

not nice lah.

lols.

=D

friends.

friends..

friends...

now 'friends' made me headache man.

hais~

2 weeks nv online.

busy me ah.

haa.

working.

go out aft work.

stay and slack at workplace aft work.

so go home late almost everyday lor.

=p

had watched the movie SECRET with mike and his friends on national day eve.

the movie is nice but its totally unrealistic lor.

7/10.

den went to boat quay qool bar aft movie.

stay up till 5plus den go home.

my national day plan was totally smashed.

my national day mood was totally smashed too.

although i only slept 4hrs den go to work.

i dont feel tired at all.

im in the mood of working.

im high for the whole day.

looking forward to watch fireworks aft work.

but when i finish work liao.

receive a msg.

seriously lah.

my mood really drop from the top to the most bottom.

hais.

sad lah.

i really worth nothing.

fireworks fireworkds fireworks.

how i wish...

last fri had been dragged to double o by dolly.

haha.

i went is oso coz i nv been there b4 lah.

is actually to celebrate dolly's friend bdae.

ended up lisa and me went oso.

haha.

so damn qiao met jefflina and joey there.

lols.

double o de music no nice so we went down to o bar.

nicer.

we stayed there till 3am till it closes.

aft tat no more plan.

so went home lor.

today off day.

did not go out.

wanted kbox de.

but i budget.

candice budget

dolly budget.

so we all decide to stay at home.

wont spend any money.

lols.

tats all for now ba.

will try to update soon.

miss everyone to care to read my blog!!

love ya~!!

=D

hais.

aft an hour of reading blogs.

thinking.

and some reflections.

yup i did realise tat it had been quite some time ever since i met up my jies.

ever since the harry potter movie ba.

well if i were to ask.

how long it had been ever since our full attendance?

i really dont wish to think back.

but i think i noe the ans.

its really saddening lor.

where did our promises goes to?

dump into the sea?

or disappear into thin air?

hais.

i really dunno wat to do lah.

just tell me wat to do ba.

i had been always trying my best to msg everyone for gathering.

do u noe tat its so damn fucking frustrated with no reply?

some might not noe coz u nv did tat b4.

i dont wana continue with all my nasty words.

i really dunno wat the rest think abt this sistership or rather friendship.

if still treasure it.

so pls be more initiative ba.

i really really really feel very HOPELESS lor.

hais.

who can understand?

no one ba.

im so sad now.

who can be the one to be here with me and to an wei me?

btw there's NO OFFENCE to wat i had just said.

if u feel offended.

im really sorry.

ohh ya.

forgot to add.

tue aft dinner at steakhouse we all went to watch ALONE.

its a nice show.

worth to watch it.

but becareful.

u might be deaf if ur eardrums are not strong enough.

lols.

its like more to the volume made us scared rather den the show made us scared.

btw just came back from a movie marathon.

meet up candice eden and one of eden friend.

we planned to watch SIMPSONS de.

yup.

its funnie.

worth to watch too.

we finish the show ard 845.

its like still early.

den eden suggested to watch another movie.

den i sae watch VACANCY lor.

coz heard tat its a horror movie too.

but more to triller lah.

so we really continue to watch another movie.

but.

vacancy like not nice de lor.

can say is damn bo liao lor.

totoal its like only 8ppl acting in the show nia.

no storyline oso.

so i suggest NOT to watch if u all havent watch it.

best lah.

within 2 days watched 3movies.

power lor~

lols!

mark sim came down today to tell me wat he will be doing to make me promote.

sounds reasonable.

and oso dont wana put him in a difficult suitation.

so wat to do?

have to wait again.

hais.

how long will it take man.

but on the other hand.

i think not much ppl will go for tat position de ba.

well.

better dont be so confident.

but if i still dont get anything after everything.

i think i will hate mark sim?

haha.

finally made the first move.

well i will observe and see hows the suituation.

(:

well well well.

a couple of days did not update.

lotsa stuffs happened.

yup.

thought kids to do some art and craft.

at first had up croked up.

but everything still went on smothly.

hmm there's another issue.

on my way to work tat day.

i went to work together with irene tay.

who is one of the hq ppl.

den she get to noe tat i got another job liao.

at the same time she asked me am i interested in becoming SAE (store activities excecutive).

for ur info.

im STAR (store activities representatives).

so SAE is actually my boss.

my SAE is resigning.

as of today i think she had resigned liao.

so irene was thinking whether im interested to takeover her.

well well well.

y not do a familar job with better pay.

rather den doing a new job with lesser pay.

so i told her can consider.

den she msg mark sim who is my business manager.

den he came immediately to my store to talk to me.

im so damn freaking stress when he reached and wana talk to me.

i dont dare to go near him.

lols.

den he talked to me.

but he will come back to me again lah.

is like 99.9% of the ppl is encouraging me to go for it lor.

den jun overhead tat i might have higher chance in promoting.

so hopefully its real lah ah.

went to wheelocks fish n co to look for samuel.

long time ever since i met him.

thank god he's working.

so jun and me got discount from him.

lols.

lucky he say i slimed down liao.

if not i will leave there immediately.

lols.

my business consultant fred had left the company aft 24yrs and 8mths of commitment.

so sad tat he left.

we all will miss him de.

celebrated dolly's bdae at steakhouse located at cineleisure.

i bot a dress too.

it cost a bomb lor.

but its nice lah.

sometimes still have to pamper myself de.

but not everytime lah.

im not tat rich to pamper myself everytime.

haa.

btw photos will be uploaded in my friendster.

lazy to upload it here.

lols.

thanks nina for the chat.

thans for making me cry aft a long time.

well okie.

i will think it thru de.

(: